Sweet 17th <|:D

Heyaaaaaa. Udah lama gak nulis blog nih hehe.
I'm officially 17 btw :D yeaaaah! Tapi belum bikin ktp ataupun sim nih -_- tapi SIP sih udah punya.. ea eaa
So, i want to share my failed surprise birthday parteeh. Here we go...
Di mulai dari jumat. Di hari jumat itu gue ngerasa lagi didiemin pacar (ea eaa udah 17 udah punya pacar dong B) next time i'll write about that guy :) ). Untung temen temen gue gak sok sok drama queen ngerjainnya. Gak dismsin seharian, gak dikasih kabar...00:00 14 Sept 2013 di telfon sama pacar. Ngangkatnya setengah sadar. B: happy birthday ya sayaang, semoga makin *blablabla* |V: hee iya makasih ya sayaaang :***...udah deh tuh ngobrol lumayan lama. ini beberapa bagian yg menurut gue lucu V: Kamu nyanyi dong| B: nyanyi apa? | V: happy birthday  laah -_- | B: happy birthday to you...asdfghjkl...udah yaa hehe | V: "......" . And this V: ulang dong doanya, tadi aku dengernya setengah sadar soalnya. hehe | B: haha *ulang wishnya*. our sweetest conversation on the phone :3
As usual, gue ke sekolah buat eskul. Awalnya sih gue biasa aja, wong udah yakin bakal ada yang dateng ke sekolah :p dan ternyata itu semua bener. Dimulai dari ngeliat penampakan kinyot sama tingting di sekolah sampe ngeliat penampakan si pacar. Gak berapa lama abis ngeliat penampakan si pacar di sekolah tiba tiba ada sms masuk..B: Yang sorry aku ga bisa dateng. Capek. Dalem hati gue, laaah gue yang mau ketawa jadinya hahaha. Abis itu gue ditemenin sama asul-bila , then gue ditinggalin sama bila berduaan sama asul -_- gak berapa lama mereka dateng. but i just looked the guy with his hipster glasses bawa kue dengan lilin angka 1 dan 7 diatasnya. unyu :3 udah deh, momen momen selanjutnya udah gak bisa diungkapkan dengan kata kata :'''''''' All i want to say thanks for the surprise: bila,kinyot,ayu,nasa,nur,maudy,fida,asul and especially for my man :*. THANK YOU GUYSS! *kiss attack for them*.

Ben

Ben the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own I'll never be alone
And you my friend will see you've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)

Ben you're always running here and there
(here and there)
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
(anywhere)
If you ever look behind and don't like what you find
There's something you should know you've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)

I used to say "I and me"
Now it's us now it's we
(I used to say "I is me")
(now it's us now it's we)

Ben most people would turn you away
(turn you away)
I don't listen to a word they say
(a word they say)
They don't see you as I do I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again if they had a friend like Ben

Like Ben
Like Ben
Like Ben

Au revoir

Hey bloggers :D long time no curcol nih ;) ehehe. There's many stories in my mind nih. but  i wanna share a bit with you, key? :] So let's start. Nowadays, dont take any promises too seriously. Trust me, it hurts. I couldn't agree more with that statement #ea. Iya jangan gampang percaya. Maybe it's over, i dont wanna get hurt anymore. And of course you could be happier with yours. Gak tau sih siapa yang salah but if i did, i want to apologize to you. Or if you did, i already forgive you wholeheartedly kok #tsaah. Even though so many memories before, i know it's so hard to erase them, but at least i'll try. But the important thing is the experience. i can learn from it. We denying each other. we must do, for me, you and yours too.  I dont know until when. But i know we can back as just friend, without funny feeling or anything we had, soon. Your Friendship is a Special Gift, Generously Given, Happily Accepted, and Deeply Appreciated.  That's all i want to share, bye :)

poetry

Aku mencintaimu dalam hening
karena aku tak kuasa menyusun bahasa
yang sempurna untuk menyampaikan maksudku
mungkin memang tak ada
kata kata yang diciptakan manusia
melebihi kata cinta
Seperti rasaku ini, padamu
Jadi kembali
Hanya hening yang menemani
Saat aku menginginkanmu
Memenuhiku.

Aku tak pernah sejauh itu
Jika kau menengadah ke langitmu malam ini
Kau akan menemukanku disana,
Tengah menatapmu dengan terpesona
Sesungguhnya,
Aku telah lama menitipkan rasa ini ke jagat raya
Waktu hanya meminggirkan kenangan, tapi tidak rasa ini padamu
Lewat cahaya mentari yang kan menyapamu esok pagi
Kau akan menyadari
Aku, tidak pernah pergi

Aku kini hanya bertahan
Pada benang tipis yang kau ulurkan
Yang bahkan bila itu putus
Kau mungkin tidak merasakannya
Tapi aku akan jatuh
Dan mati

source: kaskus

TAYLOR SWIFT - RED

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly

Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song

Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer

Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Oh red

Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes

Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go

But moving on from him is impossible

When I still see it all in my head

Burning red

Burning, it was red

Oh losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

'Cause loving him was red

Yeah, yeah red

We're burning red

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head

Comes back to me, burning red

Yeah, yeah

His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street