poetry

Aku mencintaimu dalam hening
karena aku tak kuasa menyusun bahasa
yang sempurna untuk menyampaikan maksudku
mungkin memang tak ada
kata kata yang diciptakan manusia
melebihi kata cinta
Seperti rasaku ini, padamu
Jadi kembali
Hanya hening yang menemani
Saat aku menginginkanmu
Memenuhiku.

Aku tak pernah sejauh itu
Jika kau menengadah ke langitmu malam ini
Kau akan menemukanku disana,
Tengah menatapmu dengan terpesona
Sesungguhnya,
Aku telah lama menitipkan rasa ini ke jagat raya
Waktu hanya meminggirkan kenangan, tapi tidak rasa ini padamu
Lewat cahaya mentari yang kan menyapamu esok pagi
Kau akan menyadari
Aku, tidak pernah pergi

Aku kini hanya bertahan
Pada benang tipis yang kau ulurkan
Yang bahkan bila itu putus
Kau mungkin tidak merasakannya
Tapi aku akan jatuh
Dan mati

source: kaskus

TAYLOR SWIFT - RED

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly

Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song

Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer

Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Oh red

Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes

Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go

But moving on from him is impossible

When I still see it all in my head

Burning red

Burning, it was red

Oh losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

'Cause loving him was red

Yeah, yeah red

We're burning red

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head

Comes back to me, burning red

Yeah, yeah

His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

For you. For me. For us.

Time can heal a broken heart, but time can also break a waiting heart. Agree? :))

Gravity

Something always brings me back to you.

It never takes too long.

No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.

You keep me without chains.

I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. 

I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.

Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.

But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.

When I thought that I was strong.

But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.

The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me, and all over...

Something always brings me back to you.

It never takes too long.

Timing is Everything

When the stars line up
And you catch a break
People think you're lucky
But you know its grace

It can happen so fast
Or a little bit late
Timing is everything

You know I've had close calls
When it could've been me
I was young when I learned just how fragile life can be
I lost friends of mine
I guess it wasn't my time
Timing is everything

And I could've been the child that God took home, 
And I would've been one more unfinished song 
And when it seems a rhyme is hard to find
That's when one comes along
Just in time

I remember that day
When our eyes first met
You ran into the building to get out of the rain
Cause you were soaking wet
And as I held the door 
You wanted to know my name
Timing is everything

And I could've been another minute late
And you'd never would've crossed my path that day
And when it seems true love is hard to find
That's when love comes along
Just in time

You can call it fate
Or destiny
Sometimes it really seems like its a mystery

Cause you can be hurt by love
Or healed by the same
Timing is everything

It can happen so fast
Or a little too late
Timing is everything

brain-heart-storming

I dont know what happened to me...but i think this song can speaks what i feel now. Every cloud has a silver lining, right? :)

Jason Mraz - Song for a friend

Well you're magic he said

But don't let it all go to your head

Cause I bet if you all had it all figured out

Then you'd never get out of bed

No doubt

Of all the thing's that I've read what he wrote me

Is now sounding like the man I was hoping

To be

I Keep on keeping it real

Cause it keeps getting easier, he'll see

He's the reason that I'm laughing

Even if there's no one else

He said, you've got to love yourself

You say, you shouldn't mumble when you speak

But keep your tongue up in your cheek

And if you stumble onto something better remember that it's humble that you seek

You got all the skill you need,

Individuality

You got something

You call it gumption

You call it anything you want

Because when you play the fool now

You're only fooling everyone else

You're learning to love yourself

Yes you are

There's no price to pay

When you give and what you take,

That's why it's easy to thank you

You...

Let's say take a break from the day

And get back to the old garage

Because life's too short anyway

But at least it's better then average

As long as you got me

And I got you

You know we'll got a lot to go around

I'll be your friend

Your other brother

Another love to come and comfort you

And I'll keep reminding

If it's the only thing I ever do

I will always love

I will always love you

Yes you

I will always, always, always, always love

I will always, always love

I will always, always love, love

Climb up over the top.

Survey the state of the soul.

You've got to find out for yourself whether or not you're truly trying.

Why not give it a shot?

Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up

Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside of you.

N'Sync - Gone

There’s a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now

I’ve been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man and be strong
I’ve drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You’re gone
You’re gone
Baby you’re gone
Girl you’re gone, baby girl, you’re gone
You’re gone
You’re

I don’t wanna make excuses, baby
Won’t change the fact that you’re gone
But if there’s something that I could do
Won’t you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that’s my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day 
But baby I don’t want to

So I’ll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can’t say that you don’t love me too
Please say you do

Yeeaah

I’ve been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You’re gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
You’re gone…you’re gone.. you’re….
Gone

Ohh

Oh what’ll I do
If I can’t be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart? 
Baby why don’t you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh…

I’ve been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man and be strong
I’ve drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Been sitting here
Can’t get you off my mind
I’ve tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You’re gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
You’re gone
Gone
You’re gone

But the truth remains
You’re….